I wanted to do a little update on everything and my views on somethings.
If you saw my previous journal it was a summary of why I was leaving the facebook cosplay community and my reasoning why.
I failed to really emphasize how most of it had to do with pressure and bullying.
People were asking why had I given in and let the negative take over and why I was cutting myself off from people who cannot use dA who want to view my work.
I had taken in a lot of why I was getting harassed and what I do want to change about myself.
The few weeks of taking myself away from Facebook really opened my eyes to that.
I want to be able to share my work and journey along with people from all ends of the internet but not at the expense of my well being and dignity.
I decided to try again ( even if it may be temporary) but wiped a lot of the content I wasn't now comfortable with and really moderate what comes up on my page as well as my own posts.
OTHER THAN THAT.
I'm so relieved that nova is over, I can stress less. YET AGAIN I rushed a costume up until the night before
But I'm still working on it so I can get awesome photos in a couple of weeks after this week of recovery!
I don't really know what I want to work on at the moment. The last ordeal took a lot out of me. I think I should just rest and wait for another bolt of inspiration.
Anyway. Keep in touch, I love to converse with all the other cosplayers and artists!